I haven’t touched my keyboard for pleasure.
Oh – that sounds so R -18.
I haven’t written anything for the past few months – is what I meant. Sorry I can’t make any metaphoric introduction. I just really want to get back to blogging. My insecurities have grown big since I last posted. I fed it with so much adoration to people who can really write.
Over this course of time when I was so busy trying to untangle my messy life and put all the chaos back to order, I learned how limited my writing skills are. And that made me step back a little.
But then again, you know. I miss me writing. And so fuck perfection. Here I go, bear hugging myself back to blogging.